記 那一夜的隨筆

8.9.2012  Midnight 

Did there anyone believe that it is just part of experience, part of life,

just part of experience of life?

I'm not going to use a word to describe what i am doing.

Because I do not think it need that

Some may say, you are wasting time, why so stubborn?
You really want to be like that?

When i share what  have i experience during this two months with friends...

1 give me 4 words: 回頭是岸
 (no further elaborate, and i not really get the means, do i done sth that bad?)

1 give me 4 words: 適可而止 (I just smile, and say ya.. i will)

1 give me a long sharing...

Ling, when I listen the way you share just now, i can feel that you become happier and much better than before. Seems like you have found yourself, and your confidence. Previously you like not believe on yourself anymore, the confidence that you proud always seems like gone. But now you are back. I believe that you know what you are doing, and you trying a way to find yourself back, in the same time explore the another side in you. I rather you be happy always, instead of forcing yourself to do something that should but you not really can accept at this moment. I believe when the faith is there, you will automatic know what you want do. Cheers up, gals!

when listening the sharing, tears is staying on my eyes....

A voice come from heart: Outside there really got someone believe it. And read me.

feel grateful that i have a friend can feel free to chat any topic, how we feel and what we face during our job, life, experience, family and many more :) and honest to each other.

The chatting ends up after 100mins

However, still thankful to everyone who besides with me, may be just in different way...

有時候，需要的其實不多......

想要的只是那麼點點的信任.....

而有時候，只是想對自己誠實一點點......